was it all worth it? A question that popped into my mind like an unwelcome guest.
Did I accomplish anything by leaving my comfortable routine, family and friends back home for a foreign land, stress and feelings of loneliness?
Don't get me wrong, there're definitely things I really appreciate here; the changing seasons, the landscape full of hills, greenery, forests, some good friends I had the fortune to get to know, foods not readily available in Singapore (which I got fat on. sigh...), the travelling I get to do, etc etc...
But right now I still don't have a concrete answer, yet.
Because I am not sure if I've done any good for my future 'career' (if it even exists). And it seems like the next step leads on to more studying, more time away from home, away from the working 'adult' world out there.
I am not sure of anything anymore. A good friend recently said, 'Ask Ping a question and that's the answer you'll get - I don't know.' He knows me well. Sigh. I wish I know what I want to do with my life.
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marry some rich angmo guy and haf a dozen of kids? bake/cook at home, do some gardening when u feel like it? haf an afternoon tea with some friends...?
how does that sound? =)
chiu
haha... you're so funny... as if so easy to find a rich guy to marry! It's funny, I was looking on FB on Sat and realised quite a lot of my JC classmates got married in the last year (I escaped a lot of pink bombs it seemed! ha). Some of the photos were so sweet! And it also made me feel a bit sad. I think at this rate I will never have a family...
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