On the mend

Sometimes it's easier said/thought than done.
I thought I could remain calm, dismiss everything, be a normal housemate.
But when the time came, I couldn't accomplish that.
Being in close proximity with him was as upsetting as the things he said.
'I'm sorry, but the root of all these problems is you.'
I guess I am as horrible a person as he has pointed out.
There're a lot of areas I could improve. And for myself, I hope I can do better and be a better person.
But it's also time to stop hurting myself.
The finger-pointing should end.
And I don't think healing can ever take place if people are not mature enough to take responsibility for their own actions.
'You made me the way I was', will not be the way reconciliation can ever begin.

Take care my friend.
It's time I take my bow.