Friday, March 28, 2008

This is not the way I want to spend my week

I don't remember being this sick for a long long time.

It started with a tickle at the back of the throat. (I took my pi pa gao! But guess the following day that began under the scorching sun and ended in a bone-chilling rain didn't help matters much.)

Saturday night; a warm, uncomfortable pounding in the head. (Well, probably nothing the little white pills of Panadol extra can't cure.)

I must have aged a thousand years in one day. There was a wooden stiffness in my back where the muscles seem to have frozen up overnight so I walked slightly stooped. My bones as I leaned my weight on them felt anything but solid. The joints creaked as unoiled hinges would, ached as how I imagine arthritis must feel like. My throat, oh my throat, I wish it did not belong to me. Every swallow was a sharp knife jab. A coughing fit like many steel toothbrushes scrapping against raw flesh.

And the fever burned. Spiked out of control, up to 38.2 degrees. It would come down, slowly, with every 6-hourly dose of paracetamol but would as surely inch its way up again as the drug wears off. For 3 whole days, it'd cycle like this.

In the night, sleep did not come as it usually does for me. Every hour I'd wake, needing to pee from all the liquids I've been pouring through my system. Tossing and turning carefully not so much to find a comfortable position because there is none but in the hopes that there is one in which the body would not hurt so much.

The fever stopped coming back after the 3rd day, thankfully. But in its place was a headache which tortured with every turn of head, every cough, almost every movement. And a blocked nose which refused to clear. (Have you ever tried to breathe through your mouth as you eat?)

Day 5, I struggled back to work. Starting with dinner the night before, the body has refused to keep the food that I've painstakingly made myself swallow several mouthfuls of, down for more than a few minutes.

The little button nose has started to run now (which I think is slightly easier to handle than a blocked one). The cough is still there. But today's a big improvement. I still feel a little weak, tired. But most of the horrors of the cold is over I'm glad to say.
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

A room with a view

Woohoo, I've been upgraded to a window seat!! haha.

Early last month I was transferred to another team (hence the change of desks). Just in case you were wondering, it was the request of my big Boss. (My little boss and I was summoned into his office via an email one day and he told me then, I had no inkling of it before.) Boohoo, he kicked me out cos' my 2 projects which I worked so hard on turned out to be rubbish... :'( Anyhow it's a good thing cos' I'd be learning new things and actually be working with some cool people. So now here I am, sneaking a few minutes to write while waiting for my homemade lunch to arrive (there, there now, don't be jealous... ;p), with a nice glimpse of the outside world (boy, it looks like it's gonna start raining soon!!). I apologise for my absence. No muse for writing lately and work's been keeping me on my toes in the lab. I started a few drafts (Hong Kong and some other randoms) and they're still sitting there, waiting to be finished. I'd really want to finish them up sometime when I have the luxury of time and energy.

I remember when I used to blog regularly, most times about my weekends and what I did. But I haven't been doing that much and it seems like a bit of a pity since there're some stuff I'd love to write down so I'd remember them. For example the Sun (17 Feb) when I brought my sis and nephew to the zoo. (hee, I especially love the one where they're both asleep on the bus on the way home. :D)

A few dinners here and there with good company and gorgeous food!!! (I have pictures! Though that'll have to wait till I have time to sift through them and put them together - which as usual, will take me forever... hahaha)

Last Sat when a b*tch spoiled my (almost entire) weekend for me (I don't really know her so I don't actually understand why her meaness affected me but let's not talk about this). Grrrr...

Hmm... that's all I can think of right now. Oh ya, I owe S1lvara a meme. I still remember, girl! Will do that soon, promise! hee. And I can't wait to meet up with Myztika and babes to discuss a possible trip to Bangkok in June!! Haven't seen them in what feels like ages!! I miss the twit gang! ^_^

It'll be busy this afternoon. Hope I'll get to eat soon. Will go do some work now. Ciao!

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